{"id":12551,"date":"2013-03-23T23:52:26","date_gmt":"2013-03-24T06:52:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nobleviola.com\/?p=12551"},"modified":"2013-03-24T10:42:36","modified_gmt":"2013-03-24T17:42:36","slug":"you-have-no-idea","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.nobleviola.com\/wordpress\/2013\/03\/23\/you-have-no-idea\/","title":{"rendered":"you have no idea"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I remember (back in the days when I could afford cable tv that had more than just the local channels) watching an MTV show about the &#8216;real&#8217; lives of celebrities. The tagline was &#8220;you think you know how my life is? you have no idea&#8221;. That clearly applies to musicians of all types, but especially those of us who make our living in symphony orchestras.<\/p>\n<p>I stay up for hours after concerts, thinking about what went well, and what did not. I try to make a mental practice map for the next day in order to reinforce things that went pretty well, and to correct those things that did not.<\/p>\n<p>I get up early before morning rehearsals to take a look at passages that are exceptionally difficult. I \u00a0live in an apartment, and so must often use a heavy practice mute in order to get work done that would otherwise bother my neighbors.<\/p>\n<p>During heavy weeks of rehearsal, I often spend a good amount of time going back to basics, working on etudes and scales to ensure that the ensemble work does not adversely affect my intonation and tone production, which can often happen when one is unable to hear one&#8217;s own sound clearly in the orchestra.<\/p>\n<p>After rehearsals, I go home and spend time looking over places that need more work, often re-fingering difficult passages that were in a different tempo than was anticipating. Bowings often get changed at the initial rehearsals, and need further practicing to get them thoroughly in hand for the next rehearsal.<\/p>\n<p>On concert days, when there is particularly exposed or difficult writing for the violas, I will literally wake up worrying about these passages, and think about them incessantly all day. I try to &#8220;visualize&#8221; aurally the way it will feel to successfully negotiate the passages, and how they fit into the complete orchestral texture. These are the passages that you will see me working on on stage right up until the moment the concert begins.<\/p>\n<p>I worry constantly about the financial footing of my orchestra.<\/p>\n<p>I worry constantly about where I will next cut my expenditures, and what I can do to earn more money. I ponder going back on the audition circuit &#8211; something that I am loath to do, but may consider doing depending upon how my orchestra decides to handle its financial obligations over the next season or so. Believe me, hitting the audition circuit at the age of 44 is no picnic.<\/p>\n<p>And that&#8217;s just the beginning. We don&#8217;t simply play 20 hours a week for our &#8216;big&#8217; paychecks. We work pretty much non-stop, for all of our waking hours. We care deeply about what we do. We love what we do. We&#8217;ve trained our entire lives to get where we are right now &#8211; not the highest paid orchestra in the country, not a Grammy-winning ensemble, but an orchestra that can hold its head up high and play like our lives depend upon it (and they most certainly do). I defy anyone to say we have easy, cushy jobs.<\/p>\n<p>So I stand in proud solidarity with my brothers and sisters in the Minnesota Orchestra, St. Paul Chamber Orchestra, and the San Francisco Symphony.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I remember (back in the days when I could afford cable tv that had more than just the local channels) watching an MTV show about the &#8216;real&#8217; lives of celebrities. The tagline was &#8220;you think you know how my life is? you have no idea&#8221;. That clearly applies to musicians of all types, but especially [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":303,"featured_media":12552,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[186],"tags":[3309,2435,3004,3663,55,2380],"class_list":["post-12551","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-labor-issues","tag-demands","tag-job","tag-lockout","tag-musicians","tag-orchestra","tag-strike"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.nobleviola.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/8574161326_0f0ffa509d.jpg?fit=500%2C375&ssl=1","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pa8kC-3gr","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":16,"url":"https:\/\/www.nobleviola.com\/wordpress\/2006\/01\/07\/stuff-musicians-go-through\/","url_meta":{"origin":12551,"position":0},"title":"stuff musicians go through","author":"Charles Noble","date":"January 7, 2006","format":false,"excerpt":"In his brilliant, informative, and almost always entertaining blog, the pianist Jeremy Denk talks about the mundane details of practicing, and what we musicians do to either make ourselves do it or do when we just don't feel like it. 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